Africa..

hey hii just saw a movie, called the last king of scotland...its got nothing to do with scotland..its abt the situation in uganda..u know ppl getting killed by the military regime etc.. anyways.. i dont know why im writing a mail, but everytime i watch a movie like that.. i cant seem to sleep.. its like there is just constant bloodshed in some part of africa as i type.. i saw blood diamond, i saw lord of war, i saw hotel rwanda, i read abt darfur, abt seirra leone, abt somalia , abt ethopia.libya, zimbabwe.now uganda..last time i checked there were armed pirates off the coast of africa.. the following is the latest.http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7575207.stm
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7365047.stm

for the last few years ive been reading, watching, hearing...but, what the fuck am i supposed to do? just make a blog out of my opinions like i did for social issues in india??(screwed-society.blogspot.com..oops thats this one!!) there were 5-6 readers of that one.. some south african whitey tossed a black man in a lion's cage..
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/africa/7574362.stm

interesting read isnt it? yea, ill probably quote it in some drunk conversation with my friends...is that what im supposed to do? the frustrating thing is, that while we are bound with work, college etc , i cant seem to think how i can do ANYTHING to help.. im stumped.. so i just do what i usually do, write in my bloody diary..or at best make a blog when im drunk.. u know one of my friends believes that i have a serious issue ..that i cant come to terms with reality.. he is probably right.. if i was wired like most other people are it wud be so much better, u know ignorance is bliss.. atleast i wudnt be sitting up all night writing random things and mailing it to random people...saves so much energy.. i hate myself for having these righteous fits.. and to be completely honest with you guys i hate myself for actually giving a fuck.. i mean, some people accept the world as it is (god knows i wish to be amongst those lot)..but even if i trick myself into believing "this is how it is"...i cant sleep. u know everyone has a weakness, and i guess mine is that i have hope. just a random rant..with no aim ... just saying all i have to , and passing it on.. all i ask of u guys is to pass this on, to ONE sensible person who u think will read it and possibly talk abt it with other ppl. im going to sleep now.